Date : Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Time : 10:19 PM
Title : Misery

Disappointed.

August is a bad month for me, with all those frustuations i get, no delights at all.
Being a teenager isnt good at all for me, my present state is just so pathetic.

Schoool situation arent any better, maybe worsen alr :x Not because of results , but of course of the people in school. Wanna Transfer School Next Year.

Hais, i'm just so disappointed in you. All lies :x Said Sorry to you many times, but since you just dont give a damn about it, i guess i'll just stop and never talk to you again.
I'm wrong in judgement again, i guess :x Believing in you was wrong in the first place?

Getting good results doesnt put me into a better situation at all :/ I guess that no matter what i do, i'll not get back the freedom of being a teenager. I dont see any point of being "smart" and getting good results anymore, i wont be back to the past, its just all lies by my father, empty promises that my father made. I Detest My Father. He made my life miserable, i suddenly find my existence on this world is so extra.

I hate the world, i hate myself, i hate you, i hate promises, i hate hopes, i hate dreams.

Pathetic. Misery. Confused. Sad. Screwed. It all describe my life.