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WishingForYouTo❤MeMoreEachDay.

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I hate those words, "have nothing to say anymore"

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Title : Misery

Disappointed.

August is a bad month for me, with all those frustuations i get, no delights at all.
Being a teenager isnt good at all for me, my present state is just so pathetic.

Schoool situation arent any better, maybe worsen alr :x Not because of results , but of course of the people in school. Wanna Transfer School Next Year.

Hais, i'm just so disappointed in you. All lies :x Said Sorry to you many times, but since you just dont give a damn about it, i guess i'll just stop and never talk to you again.
I'm wrong in judgement again, i guess :x Believing in you was wrong in the first place?

Getting good results doesnt put me into a better situation at all :/ I guess that no matter what i do, i'll not get back the freedom of being a teenager. I dont see any point of being "smart" and getting good results anymore, i wont be back to the past, its just all lies by my father, empty promises that my father made. I Detest My Father. He made my life miserable, i suddenly find my existence on this world is so extra.

I hate the world, i hate myself, i hate you, i hate promises, i hate hopes, i hate dreams.

Pathetic. Misery. Confused. Sad. Screwed. It all describe my life.

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Title : Dao mei!

Rotten day today :x Dao mei luhs ! >.< DOG SHIT, tried to clean it off, but cannot, then used water in my water bottle to pour on it, didnt came out but didnt dare to touch it, so quickly went to school to wash it. Thought is was some soil only but when i have no choice to use my hand to wash it away, it was freaking a DOG SHIT! Kept on accidentally stepp on some joss sticks i think, i'm sorry don't come find me ! >.< Headace, Giddy, luckily no fever! Giddy all the way, till i slept / daydream during classes :x Must have missed alot of important lesson ! :x Went for recess, ate alr, when walking back, my GASTRIC came back! :x

After schoooool, Guitar activity, CIP to Jamiyah home! Didnt plan to go, but since Cynthia Lim(my Hi-5 partner because she loves blue tooo) is going, i went. She pei-ed me! :D The old folks damn poooor thing sial, pity them :x They like so unwanted ! :( Went to chatted with this 2 old folks and its friggin hard to communicate with them, then walked around, served drinks and foood, then finally sit down at one old man table and chat chat. I keeep say he Ahbeng and cynthia shoot me back and say me! And then one auntie (i think, cant know whether she old or young) told us that the food here is seriously awful! And to think of it that they had to eat it everyday, dont you pity them?

Yest, chao jia with some people, i bet someone is very angry with me noww! :x Wished i never said that 2 words! T.T Sorry no cure lehs, how?

This is a long post hopefully, and Charmaine cant say that i play cheat by leaving lines anymore!

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Title : Bastard links

http://www.npys.net/
Johnathan, you this bastard BUMBLEBEE, you bastard-ed me! Better say sorry!

http://www.maniacworld.com/maze_game.htm
Another one by Ra.. , that stupid GB !

Go see the links, worth your clicks ! (:

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Title : Moody !

My diary is back to use again! >.<
Hais, me need to write lots and lots inside my diary!
~feeling very very moody~

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Bullshit.

I'm here to give you a very very very long post ehs 0.~

Shall not play cheat by posting lots of pics (thats what "Sasa" said), so i shall type lots and lots of words today!

Sooooo , yah yest didnt meet Charmaine and Denise to pass them their presents .. Because?

I Freaking Fell Asleeep At Around 8pm After I Just Finished Calling Charmaine :x

Woke up at 21.03 (9pm?) and saw JK msg and Charmaine miss call but didnt bother much so went back to sleep all the way till today morning without waking up!

The worst is that :

1) I'm sleeping with my Makeups on.

2) I'm sleeping with my Contact Lens on.

3) I'm sleeping with the Clothes i changed into to meet them. (Luckily is clean clothes)

4) I didnt have my very cooooling bath. (Luckily just got back from school got bath)

Okuys so yah bad thing could have happened!

Many pimples popping out, eyes got affected (got cut / blind) *touchwood*

Luckily nothing happened, Plew!

So yupppps , their present still with me, meet them some other days cause i dont want to bring it to school, SORRY for DELAYED PRESENTS DEARS!

Today, tuition again :x Tired luhs *yawns*

No fun, No laughter, No jokers in my tuition class alr! Change of teacher(now so strict!) = Change of mood in class!

Many of my things are missing .. Calculater, Chinese Digital Dictionary! Must find back or else DIE :x

Most Common Test Results are back except for Literature, which is a SURE FAIL ]:

Results bad, not sastified :x

English: 17.5/40 *Its just a freaking 2.5 marks to pass!*

Maths: 31/50 *Lousy, BOO*

Science: 38.5/50 *Lousy yet again!*

Chinese: 39/50 *My standard drop way tooo much! How!*

History: 32/40 *I want higher!*

Mummy says not bad, but i see like erm.. Bad?

*prays for literature*

At grandpa house just now, got entertained by "Sasa" and "Lizard", thks uhs!

(name to be kept a secret!)

Then my Aunty nd Grandma keep on scold me until i cry :x

I cry very often, i must change it, cant be so weakling anymore! o.~

Oh yahs, havent link those people who i'm supposed to link by few days ago, Esp. Grace Chew! Cause she reminded me like 3 times or more! That SexyBit*h of mine, im sorry!

I'm sorry people!

So yahs, Linking will be done by tmr or today if i have time later on after posting (:

And tags tags tags!

Tags havent been replied since like last month or what alr :x Omytians luhs! Shall do it now?

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Heart2heart talk with Evangelyn nd Peiwen Sist today :D
Very very long never talk to them for long luhs, like 1234567890 years ! :x
Crazy with Melissa, Yvette, Felicia nd Kristabelle after school today, keep laugh non-stop!

Charmaine and Denise birthday today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLINGS ohs!
Havent pass them their present, maybe meeting them soon to pass them , but Charmaine and Denise arent in contact with me now!

Okuys, Charmaine just msged me back! Guess their reaching tamp soooon ? ^^
Meet them soon sooon to pass their present! :D

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Title : It's all lies.

Not bad sial, you hide it so well. Well done.

Many things happen and i cant take it anymore.

Brought presents alr, anyhow choose, sorry if dont like uh my darlings :x

Hais still need to learn ting xie, i want to sleep nd stop thinking of everything.

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Shopping with mummy later on! Must go get prepare soooon :x
I'm so lazy to go out and i wanna get a nap cause im tired! But for the sake of my 2 dearest birthday girl on friday, i will make the effort to go out and buy their presents !
Seeee my 2 dearest, I'm good arent i ? :D
Sorrry hors , Charmaine Neo , i bo money buy your LV bag hors ! Ask your mother buy luhs !
Im so pooooor hoho! 0.~

No ideaaaa what present to get ! Headace ! :x

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Chiong-ing my Chinese xi ri and zuo ye soonnn :x Its freaking alot, i can forget about using com later on uhs :/

14th August, My dearest Charmaine Sist nd Denise Bimbo Darling birthday alr uhs ! :D
So good luhs , they both same birthday , going to get presents for them tmr !
... My birthday still way long long long ? Like 50-60 days later D: Omgosh why am i a OCTOBER BABY! ]:

Tmr shopping with mummy! Happy happy! Hopes she buys lots of stuffs for mee! (:

Okay luhs, i go do chinese le Byebye !

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You finally said it,

National Day is boring like hell ]: But i'm freaking happy because something happened :D!
Watching the show "300" on channel 5 now and i'm going to cry real soon :x
No schoool tmr, maybe out shopping with mummy! (:

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Okays, i really did cry T.T

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On Barbie.com now (:

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Im bottling up everything.

I want to change schooool :x
And ya, many school people will rejoice for it.

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Finally.

Pictures above was taken when i was with Felicia & Kris Sweetheart at the playground.

Sad to say, my Common Test was disaster! *cries* Its going to be a sure FAIL this time round although i tried my best and studied. My wishes are being crashed :x

My Horny Little Jean Yeo Is Freaking Changing Schoooooooooool :x
I dont want her to change schoooool lehs! Will miss her "horny-ness" lehs!

My attitude problem hasnt been improving although i'm trying to change it! *prays that i will get rid of this attitude prob*

My attitude problem has causes me one full mountain of problems with othes :x

I cant just simply get that attitude problem off me! It just stays with me all the time!

Im sick of the problem it causes me. I dont want to face it anymore alr :x

Nothing of such would had happen between me and you , and me and you and everyone else if i do not have this freaking idiotic attitude problem.

It was my fault all along.. My attitude problem is the main cause of everything that is happening in my life.

Although someone told me that i do not have to change this problem because its the real me, but who is going to tolerate all my attitude nonsense?

No one could be able to tolerate it, to be frank with.

My life is screwed up. I'm sick and tired of everything.

Everything inside me is killing me.

I just want you.

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