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WishingForYouTo❤MeMoreEachDay.

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I hate those words, "have nothing to say anymore"

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Title : Misery

Disappointed.

August is a bad month for me, with all those frustuations i get, no delights at all.
Being a teenager isnt good at all for me, my present state is just so pathetic.

Schoool situation arent any better, maybe worsen alr :x Not because of results , but of course of the people in school. Wanna Transfer School Next Year.

Hais, i'm just so disappointed in you. All lies :x Said Sorry to you many times, but since you just dont give a damn about it, i guess i'll just stop and never talk to you again.
I'm wrong in judgement again, i guess :x Believing in you was wrong in the first place?

Getting good results doesnt put me into a better situation at all :/ I guess that no matter what i do, i'll not get back the freedom of being a teenager. I dont see any point of being "smart" and getting good results anymore, i wont be back to the past, its just all lies by my father, empty promises that my father made. I Detest My Father. He made my life miserable, i suddenly find my existence on this world is so extra.

I hate the world, i hate myself, i hate you, i hate promises, i hate hopes, i hate dreams.

Pathetic. Misery. Confused. Sad. Screwed. It all describe my life.

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Title : Dao mei!

Rotten day today :x Dao mei luhs ! >.< DOG SHIT, tried to clean it off, but cannot, then used water in my water bottle to pour on it, didnt came out but didnt dare to touch it, so quickly went to school to wash it. Thought is was some soil only but when i have no choice to use my hand to wash it away, it was freaking a DOG SHIT! Kept on accidentally stepp on some joss sticks i think, i'm sorry don't come find me ! >.< Headace, Giddy, luckily no fever! Giddy all the way, till i slept / daydream during classes :x Must have missed alot of important lesson ! :x Went for recess, ate alr, when walking back, my GASTRIC came back! :x

After schoooool, Guitar activity, CIP to Jamiyah home! Didnt plan to go, but since Cynthia Lim(my Hi-5 partner because she loves blue tooo) is going, i went. She pei-ed me! :D The old folks damn poooor thing sial, pity them :x They like so unwanted ! :( Went to chatted with this 2 old folks and its friggin hard to communicate with them, then walked around, served drinks and foood, then finally sit down at one old man table and chat chat. I keeep say he Ahbeng and cynthia shoot me back and say me! And then one auntie (i think, cant know whether she old or young) told us that the food here is seriously awful! And to think of it that they had to eat it everyday, dont you pity them?

Yest, chao jia with some people, i bet someone is very angry with me noww! :x Wished i never said that 2 words! T.T Sorry no cure lehs, how?

This is a long post hopefully, and Charmaine cant say that i play cheat by leaving lines anymore!

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Title : Bastard links

http://www.npys.net/
Johnathan, you this bastard BUMBLEBEE, you bastard-ed me! Better say sorry!

http://www.maniacworld.com/maze_game.htm
Another one by Ra.. , that stupid GB !

Go see the links, worth your clicks ! (:

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Title : Moody !

My diary is back to use again! >.<
Hais, me need to write lots and lots inside my diary!
~feeling very very moody~

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Bullshit.

I'm here to give you a very very very long post ehs 0.~

Shall not play cheat by posting lots of pics (thats what "Sasa" said), so i shall type lots and lots of words today!

Sooooo , yah yest didnt meet Charmaine and Denise to pass them their presents .. Because?

I Freaking Fell Asleeep At Around 8pm After I Just Finished Calling Charmaine :x

Woke up at 21.03 (9pm?) and saw JK msg and Charmaine miss call but didnt bother much so went back to sleep all the way till today morning without waking up!

The worst is that :

1) I'm sleeping with my Makeups on.

2) I'm sleeping with my Contact Lens on.

3) I'm sleeping with the Clothes i changed into to meet them. (Luckily is clean clothes)

4) I didnt have my very cooooling bath. (Luckily just got back from school got bath)

Okuys so yah bad thing could have happened!

Many pimples popping out, eyes got affected (got cut / blind) *touchwood*

Luckily nothing happened, Plew!

So yupppps , their present still with me, meet them some other days cause i dont want to bring it to school, SORRY for DELAYED PRESENTS DEARS!

Today, tuition again :x Tired luhs *yawns*

No fun, No laughter, No jokers in my tuition class alr! Change of teacher(now so strict!) = Change of mood in class!

Many of my things are missing .. Calculater, Chinese Digital Dictionary! Must find back or else DIE :x

Most Common Test Results are back except for Literature, which is a SURE FAIL ]:

Results bad, not sastified :x

English: 17.5/40 *Its just a freaking 2.5 marks to pass!*

Maths: 31/50 *Lousy, BOO*

Science: 38.5/50 *Lousy yet again!*

Chinese: 39/50 *My standard drop way tooo much! How!*

History: 32/40 *I want higher!*

Mummy says not bad, but i see like erm.. Bad?

*prays for literature*

At grandpa house just now, got entertained by "Sasa" and "Lizard", thks uhs!

(name to be kept a secret!)

Then my Aunty nd Grandma keep on scold me until i cry :x

I cry very often, i must change it, cant be so weakling anymore! o.~

Oh yahs, havent link those people who i'm supposed to link by few days ago, Esp. Grace Chew! Cause she reminded me like 3 times or more! That SexyBit*h of mine, im sorry!

I'm sorry people!

So yahs, Linking will be done by tmr or today if i have time later on after posting (:

And tags tags tags!

Tags havent been replied since like last month or what alr :x Omytians luhs! Shall do it now?

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